For sure today's going to be a blast. Having dinner with EX-secondary school people, going out for a cheap thrill experience with the usuals. I'm really looking forward to this weekend.

I'm so overwhelmed with what's ahead of me now. If I could just get a glimpse of what's in store for me for the next 20 years down the road, I would be grateful. As long I don't find out that I have something so bad going to happen to me. But that's not for real as long as I'm still not the Time Traveller, without the wife that is. Looking at how things' flowing right now, its getting a little bit out of tempo and melody. And of course I'm worry like a crazy horse. I'm not feeling it. Everything seems to get out of hand and beyond my control. And I have to just sit and suck my thumb through this. I tried hard to adapt to it but it seems impossible. Maybe its just something that doesn't suit me.

Nevertheless, on top of all these misery and sufferings, I still have lovely people around me. They are just enough to remedy everything now. I just have to prioritize everything back and again. And everything will be back on the right track, hopefully.

April is just around the corner and I'm so not looking forward to it for some reasons. Just go through the motion, baby. The motion.

Take care, people.