And I acknowledged the change you made. So, this is what you truly made of? Good for you. I can't be nothing but happy for you. I don't really know what to do next. Serious. Would you like tell me what I'm suppose to do next? Haa. I don't think you would do so. Next thing I know, we will like not be in any terms.

I'm not throwing everything away. You just gain something. So I lose in the end. So what's there to throw? I know, you would say that its just me. Some of encouragements would do good for me. As long you're happy, that would be good enough for you, right?

I would have put my beliefs first. I took everything the wrong way and it turn out this way. Sorry for dragging you into this. But I shall never be sorry for myself.

7 years coming to a 8? Nothing could have been enough to prove everything to you, right? Guess I'm just simply won't be good enough for you. He is.

I should shut my thoughts now. Saying more will only create more anger of yours and you be hating me for life. So I guess I leave you alone now. Go. Go and love him like you never love before. Just bear this in mind, you just saved me from more trouble. What trouble? You go find out yourself. And ever if you remember 'bout me all of a sudden, tune in to the Maroon 5 DVD I gave you. You'll get your answer there. That is, if the DVD is will be around with you for quite sometime. Looking around in these room, nothing could remind me of you instead of the bag you gave me. I try to hide it somewhere for now. I'm trying my best to forget about everything. When the right time comes, I'll take it out again to reminisce those good times which I never had with you, but wish so.

And for him, tell him that he just did something great. Simply filled with goodness. Yes, it did bring me down, badly. That's the only part you won't understand and agree with. But I don't care 'cause you seems not too.

And my dear peeps who encouraging me to pick myself up again, thanks to you guys. Its been a hell of a week, and I'll seek help if I need to, from you guys. Yes, this is just another lesson learnt for me. And I had enough of it.

Enough. This will be truly awkward for me. But I have to swallow it though. Goodbye.