Dear Ms. N,

I know that you're real sad that in the first place, I didn't reply to your text message. I'm sorry about that. And you get superbly sad and upset when you don't know that I changed number and that I did not informed you. I'm super sorry about that too. Let me explain what had happened.

I've lost my phone recently and lost all of my contacts, including yours. All the numbers I've saved inside are gone with the phone as well. So I got a new number later onwards. And looking that I don't have any numbers with me, I did not update anyone with my new number. Those who ask me, only then I give them my new number. But that doesn't mean you have to find me and ask for it. 'Cause I know on your part, you did not know that I've lost my phone, so how would you have ask me for my new number? So the blame now won't go on anyone. I always wanted you to know that I changed my number. But I'm always occupied with something that I tend to forget about it. And its not like everytime that I see you around. You know how difficult at times for us to clash at the Quarters back at our working place, right? And in times where I see you, my brain won't just simply initiate the idea to inform you my new number. Pardon me, 'cause at these times, you know I'm always thinking about lots of things. My problems with the current family's situation.

What I'm trying to say here is that I'm sorry that I did not inform you about the change. Its not on purpose that I do not want to update you. You know that I'm going through alot since my father's away. I'm the man of the house now. It does not feel good as it sound so. I've got alot of things at the back of my mind. So I tend to forget about alot of things as well. Please understand me here. Yes, I try my hardest to remember alot of things, but I tend to forget most of it. Yes, I know that informing you about my new number is a simple thing, but these simple things are things you tend to easily forget.

But one thing you should know that I will always try my best to remember you, even though its the easiest or the hardest way. And one thing that I will never ever want to lose, is the friendship that we've tied up for about 7 years. Please Ms. N, I'm sorry about my actions. Hope I can really make it up to you. I don't want both of us to be sour faces as our birthdays are coming up real soon. You should know how important the month January is to us, right? =)

And for those who read this and thinks Ms. N is childish or anything bad, well I guess you should keep your thoughts in silent mode. She is not childish or whatever ideas you guys could come up with. What if your bestfriend forget to update you his or her new number to you? Wouldn't you be disappointed? Same goes to her. But if any of you still insist of thinking negative about her, try your luck then. Don't just let me caught you doing so, alright? Whatever happens after that will not be a pleasant one for you. Funny right? Seriously, don't try me.

& Ms. N, please do accept my apology. I will stay up all night tonight just to find your number and update you with my new one. I will. Just you wait and see. Whatever the reasons are, please don't take it like I'm trying to reason with you. All that I've explain here are the truth, nothing but the truth. Do believe me. I would not seriously waste someone so special like you. Without you, everything I do will never feel right. But please, don't be dishearten by this matter. I don't want you to be disappointed with me.

Please don't.