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I started this with a smile. Let's end with a smile. Sorry it got to end this way. We could be friends, like you said. But I rather we go our own ways so we will never be a misery for each other, anymore. But hey, don't get me wrong there. You're never be my misery. But I could be yours. So it be good if I take a step back. So you could move on.

I know you won't cry or something when reading this. I sucks at writing good content. But do understand that this might be difficult for me. I'm not too sure about you. But I doubt it would. 'Cause you are yourself. The girl whom I know to be strong in hard times. Who always look at the bright side.

If you reading this, I hope its not backed with anger. I just want you to know this could be the answer to all our problems, personally. I really thing you're the nicest person I've ever known. You are. I admit, I be trembled by this decision I made. But its for my and your own good. I know you would not agree with this, but its a fact that we should settle this once and for all. We tried to be bestfriends, it does happened but I don't really enjoyed it that much. We seldom go out together, have meals together, talk for a long time together, taking many pictures together just like best friends do. I'm not asking for all these, but from perspective, that's what best friends is.

I shall say no more. And whatever it is, I'm not, and never will put the blame on you. Maybe all these happened has reasons, that's what people said. To hell what people said 'cause I don't see the reasons behind all these.

Before we go separate ways, let me quote something you said to me before.

"Its not about the feelings or what, its the chemistry between us that never works." - N.

This will never, ever leave my brains.

Chemistry & January.