I know. Nowadays my entries are so damn boring and emotionalise. But running through it has never been good. I need someone to let it all out but to no avail. So these little space is where I let everything out totally. I'm not blaming any of my friends, but they seem superbly busy. And some even don't look like they too bother. So what the heck, you know?

Currently trying my best to buck up on my attendance in school. Trying so hard to be in school everyday without fail and to be early in school. Sincerely thanks to work, I've been putting school as a 2nd priority now. I have to work to simply support the current situations my family are in. It seems like there's no end to this. So please do comply to it and understand. I've never ask for all these so do bear with it for a moment.

I drop almost every commitments I used to have. I been loosening my grips on band practices, voluntary activities etc. I shifted my focus on job and school as well. But I tend to concentrate more on work. In the past before this, all my commitments are just to cover up empty times I used to have. But with work taking most of the schedule blocks, I rarely had time to even caress my pillow with proper suggested 8 hours of sleep.

Ahh. What ever it is, I'm happy with work. There's a steady income for me right now. I might be young to do this. But, I build this path myself. Walk with me, and you understand. Step over me, and you understand better. You know what happen next.

Love. I thought I could live without it. But temptations do have limits, I noticed.

& and reminder to all, looks never count. If you do, you lose track. Just keep focusing on the qualities of that person and never will you go wrong. This goes out to all. And I mean all. =)