What am I going to say now? Words that never made it out of this mouth has to be laid to waste. Again, I never wish for something so bad that imaginations run so wild. We tried to control the matter ourself, but its taking us deeper. Trust and promise are two big words. But its never meant for all. And now, it's being put to a test again. The challenge is on, and I wonder which can make it for the truth. Because upholding to both trust and promises are not an easy job. And when its not easy, that's when the tables are flip over. For me, I feel like flipping the table across your face.

& let's make this simple. If he's the one for you, then don't make me double. I wasted most of my life waiting.

Are you hiding something behind my back? If so, stop it. And you have alot of explanation to be done. Make sure its a good one, though.